Ron70
Senior Member
- Jan 20, 2022
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3 weeks clean, phew! [emoji28]
The urge is real but nimepambana kushindana nayo. I’m actually not happy, ila I feel I’m getting my old self back.
I’m glad some good few people in here reached out for some advice and support, nashukuru sana it was nice to be in touch with you all.
A reflection
I lost sense on the value of money really, nakumbuka I would get mad on losing a bet and just out of hasira in trying to chase a loss ninge place a double bet on a bet I know I will likely to lose, very stupid of me really.
On the long run you just don’t get enough of the wins and greed would just kick in. The HOUSE ALWAYS WINS!
I’m happy with where I am right now [emoji817].
The urge is real but nimepambana kushindana nayo. I’m actually not happy, ila I feel I’m getting my old self back.
I’m glad some good few people in here reached out for some advice and support, nashukuru sana it was nice to be in touch with you all.
A reflection
I lost sense on the value of money really, nakumbuka I would get mad on losing a bet and just out of hasira in trying to chase a loss ninge place a double bet on a bet I know I will likely to lose, very stupid of me really.
On the long run you just don’t get enough of the wins and greed would just kick in. The HOUSE ALWAYS WINS!
I’m happy with where I am right now [emoji817].