I am writing this with so much worry in my heart. I am going through changes that I cannot explain. And I need help.
I am liking sex too much. I am becoming wild and being the Leo that I am being timid does not attract me.
I am not a teenager, heck I am not even in my twenties. I am in my mid thirties and I will be damned if these desires are not in control. Soon.
Some might be tempted to laugh but it is not funny. Please don't laugh. Good Lord.
I started sex at 24. Are the devil's agents now having a good laugh at this Old Mama whose libido is at its peak saying I should have started when I was 16?
I need help. I am in awe and fear at the ravenous woman that I have become. What shall I do? How do I go back to being same old me whose desires were in so much control.
Is it something am eating? Is it an illness? Wallah I can't handle this woman that I am about to become. If this is what they said that sex gets better with age and moreso at 40, may the demons spare me. I need a decade to prepare for this huge sex appetite.
Can anyone relate? Is there any woman past the age of 30 going through this? And for the men, is your woman going through this or have you had any woman in your life with a sudden appetite for sex that she did not have before?
I need help on how to control this, and not how to satisfy my urges. I am certainly not going to watch myself turn into a whore or break someone's ball in the name of satisfying my desires.🙄🙄🙄 So embarassing.