Right now things seem not to be working.Everyday am living with regrets of my past mistakes and blaming myself for everything I have done bad to myself.
Other times I find myself blaming my mum for leaving me during my childhood inorder to seek education.
Back then when I was 3 years old I had sex with this person X and I don't know if it is the situation that is impacting my life today and causing misfortune.
I feel like my life is not the one I wished to have and since I don't want to cause trouble to my future children and generation.I feel like it is better to stay celibate for the rest of my life.