So when I grew up, especially in school life, I had zero confidence with women. Partly due to my moral upbringing (I guess) but also I lacked experience. We were mostly supposed to stay at home and not to mix with other guys in the village as mostly were considered to have bad behavior.
But I noted over the years that when I go to a new place, people especially women will stare at me insanely. A little part of my imagination thought that may be I have done something wrong.
This has been going on for years until I got lucky, some women were able to open up to me and tell me that they love me.
They told me how handsome I am, I was really shocked and it made me remembering all the women used to stare at me, unfortunately this chance came at the time am married. To be honest, I wish I knew that am a handsome boy