simiss
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I wish to have a kid like you [emoji4][emoji4][emoji4]Aibu tunapambana nazo daily
ila Long time kipindi niko secondary usichana nmechipukia , nimeshuka kituo cha daladala namkuta mzee wangu amelewa mpaka amezima nilijiskia aibu isiyo kifani kidogo nihame home halafu mzee hakuna asiemjua , mi ndo sistaduu nime match mpaka begi[emoji3].
Ila huwezi amini moyo umekufa ganzi kiasi hata saa hii naongozanaga nae amelewa tiralila niko okay tu i dont give a fnck...Nishamchukulia kama alivyo siuchoshi moyo wangu. maana wanasema mzazi ni mzazi tu!
shame is a state of mind
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Aibu tunapambana nazo daily
ila Long time kipindi niko secondary usichana nmechipukia , nimeshuka kituo cha daladala namkuta mzee wangu amelewa mpaka amezima nilijiskia aibu isiyo kifani kidogo nihame home halafu mzee hakuna asiemjua , mi ndo sistaduu nime match mpaka begi[emoji3].
Ila huwezi amini moyo umekufa ganzi kiasi hata saa hii naongozanaga nae amelewa tiralila niko okay tu i dont give a fnck...Nishamchukulia kama alivyo siuchoshi moyo wangu. maana wanasema mzazi ni mzazi tu!
shame is a state of mind
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Heko kwa madam subira[emoji3]mzee alikuja kunisalimia maskuli kipindi bado nasoma,alifikia town kwanza akafanya mishe zake na kuninunulia mazaga kibao aisee,mida ya saa saba na madakika yake akaja maskuli,msure akakuta nimenyoa ka way kichwani,alinikunja stick mbele ya maticha na hakuacha zaga hata moja,aisee ile aibu acha tu,isingekuwa madam subira kunituliza kisaikolojia nadhan ingeniathiri sana
mzee alikuja kunisalimia maskuli kipindi bado nasoma,alifikia town kwanza akafanya mishe zake na kuninunulia mazaga kibao aisee,mida ya saa saba na madakika yake akaja maskuli,msure akakuta nimenyoa ka way kichwani,alinikunja stick mbele ya maticha na hakuacha zaga hata moja,aisee ile aibu acha tu,isingekuwa madam subira kunituliza kisaikolojia nadhan ingeniathiri sana
Mimi niliwahi kuomba likizo isiyo na Malipo Ofisini miaka ya nyuma sana na kujitosa kuwania Ubunge baada ya Matapeli kadhaa kunifata na kujifanya Eti watu wengi wameomba niwanie
Nikaangukia Pua kwenye hatua za mwanzo kabisa
Kimbembe na aibu haikuwa Mtaani bali ofisin ambako Niliaga kwa Mbwembe sana kuwa tukutane Karimjee kwenye Viwanja vya Bunge
Nakumbuka nilipokuwa mdogo chini ya miaka 10 People used to tell me that i look like a girl. I was not handsome, I was beautiful, nilivyoongea nilivyotembea na kila kitu. Nilipigana sana kuwaprove watu wrong by doing manly stuffs that were above my age lakini that was not enough and therefore nothing stopped. All eyes and fingers were pointing towards me each day.
I had to survive this shame and pain to build up the guy i am today, sijali maneno au vidole so long as i get something that massages my interest. They built up this beast in me and now they are facing their own ghosts. I simply don't give a F***K
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Pole mkuuStoey
Story yako inataka kufanana na Mimi kidogo nilipokua mtoto nimefanya vitu vingi ku prove sipo vile wanavyowaza wao. nilikua mgomvi balaa mtu akinichokoza alikua lazima apate kipondo
It happens! Mbaya zaidi unakuwa judged as if umejiumba mwenyewe ila kwa sasa nimebadilika kiasi
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It was not all about looks. It was about everything mpendwa. It was too hard na hadi leo nawaona watoto wengine wakipitia niliyoyapitia. Huwa napasuka moyo hadi kulia yaani lini jamii yetu itakubali diversity and stop tormeting kids who are not fully aware about their own true self.Lakini mbona ni kawaida tu,, maana kuwa mzuri haibadilishi uanaume wako usisikilize maneno ya watu tena hata mie ningetamani mwanangu wa kiume awe mzuri..
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[emoji23][emoji23][emoji23][emoji23] hiyo sentensi ya mwisho nimecheka kwelipole sana mkuu.
Kuhusiana na baba, nafikiri mzee wangu anaongoza kwa matukio ya kututia aibu, Huko jeshini kafanya matukio makubwa ya kitukutu yasiyo na idadi, kila tukiamka tulikua tunajiuliza leo atatutia aibu gani,mkisafiri nae usipomzingatia anaachwa na bus kisa kaenda kununua Kitoko
kuna siku nilikua natoka akaniambia nikusidikize mwanangu nikajifikiria mama akamkataza akamwambia utamdhalilisha mtoto barabarani, nikamwambia twende Kamanda wangu Huwezi amini tulitembea umbali mrefu sana Mzee wangu amelewa tiralira tunatembea kama tumetoka kukesha somewhere lakini nikawa na ujasiri mkubwa na iko hivyo mpaka leo. watu wataniheshimu na kunipenda kwa mambo yangu makuu , nmezaliwa na huyu baba siwezi kubadilisha hilo kama ni doa basi ni doa la milele. I can't wait siku nikiolewa mzee wangu anitie aibu ya mwaka ukumbini[emoji23][emoji23]
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