Part Thirteen D: I know how to keep a man alive.
[emoji33]In case you miss me, take my sister.
Flashback.
Isabella: "I'm fine, I really missed you today, so I called you."
Edson: "We weren't all here the other day.
Isabella: "The other day? , you don't see how far away it is, I get sick just a second when I miss you."
Akaniomba tukakae chumbani, dada yake alikuwa anaangalia Tv hapo sebuleni.
Isabella: "Sweetheart, I love you very much. Don't get another woman in Munich, you'll kill me with pressure.
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Flashforward.
Edson: "Asante kwa upendo wako, unanitosha, sina haja ya kutafuta mwingine."
Isabella : "Naogopa mpaka nikae sawa ndipo nikuhudumie. Sijui kama utanivumilia Edson."
Edson: "Kwa nini nishindwe mpenzi., niamini tu."
Isabella : "If you miss me, please I ask you to take my sister, I know that when she finishes serving me, she leaves, you will not see her again. But if you take girls from Munich, they will rob me of my sweetness.
Edson: "Why are these thoughts in your head? Will I die if I have no woman for six months? I will never take anyone's (married) woman.
Isabella : "My boyfriend, it's not like you're dying, I don't want you to be influenced by the girls around here. It's better if you take my sister, she doesn't live here, she leaves you in my hands. She's also not married."
Edson: "Is that the reason you brought me here?
Isabella : "My loved ones, let me have a chance to protect our love, I don't want to lose you. Maybe it's a silly idea, but I shared it with my sister. I told her how you caught me, and she said she'd help me care for you. Please don't misunderstand me.
Edson: "What are you so afraid of? Do you want me to be a source of controversy? If you have spoken at this point, what if she took me away from you?
Isabella: "No, sweetie, I trust my sister, my fear is to lose you only to the people of this city, not to her."
Kiasi flanai nilihisi kama amenivunjia heshima, sikuona ulazima wa kufanya vile, kwa nini amsimulie dada yake ninachomfanyia? Kumbe ndio maana dada yake ananiangalia kwa kuibia na hataki macho yakutane.
Edson: "Isabella, you've really pissed me off, you've seen that I can't help myself. I'm leaving, I'll be busy this week, I'll come on the weekend."
Isabella: "Honey, you're not leaving here if you're mad at me, I'm sorry, I didn't want to disrespect you."
Aliamza kulia, huku anapiga magoti
Isabella : "Edson, please forgive me for my love, don't make me feel guilty, you can affect my pregnancy, please. I said take my sister, I gave you, you haven't seduced her. Please don't be mad at me."
Edson: "I'm not mad, don't worry."
Isabella : "No, if you leave here while you're angry, you'll go get another woman to cool you off. Edson, I won't let you walk away as you are, maybe if you want to see my dead body."
{ Nilikwazika, nikaona nikilazimisha kuondoka naweza leta balaa huko nyuma. Nikaamua kumlizisha tu}
Edson: "Thanks for caring about me. One day, when I want to make love, I will tell you to give me your sister, I promise you, I will not take another woman.
Isabella : "Don't tell me, take her, I'll let you do that, come here, you'll be in her room. I have given you my permission. ."
Edson: "Well, I agree with you, are you satisfied now?
Isabella : "I'll be happy the day you take her, before that I'll be under a lot of pressure because the city has beautiful girls . And since you know how to wield a woman, I have a lot of difficulty.
{Isabella alihisi akinipa dada yake, sitaweza kuwa na msichana mwingine. Mhuni hata umpe ukoo wako waote, bado atakula tu wengine, ila mimi niliamua nitulie nae tu kwa muda niko ujerumani.}
Niliandaliwa maji ya kuoga na dada mtu, nikapata chakula tena kwa kulishwa na Isabella huku dada anaangalia anacheka. Nikamaliza nikaaga.
Jambo moja niliona kwa Isabella, tukiacha kutamani kuzaa na mimi, alikuwa anaijali sana familia yangu. Kila mwenzi ananikumbusha nitume pesa kwa familia pia ananipa zawadi niwatumie. Aliamini akiwapenda na mimi nitampendela zaidi, hakutaka niwe na mawazo.
August 8,2009 Isabella akapata mtoto wa kiume, alichotamani alikipata, ni kama najiangalia kwenye kioo. Nikamuita Edson Jr III na mama yake akampa jina la Rodriguez (jina la babu yake) .
Yule mtoto alisababisha Isabella anione kama muujiza wake, wakati wote wa mimba hakuwa anaamini kama atajifungua, alishaharibu mimba huko nyuma.
Nilimfanyia shopping ya nguvu sana, kila kitu kinachohitajika kwa mtoto nilinunua.
Ila nilimhurumia sana Isabella, alishakuwa addicted na penzi langu. Nikawaza siku namuacha nitamwambia nini. Hakuwa anajijali tena, akili yake yote ni kwa mtoto na baba.
Baada ya usumbufu kuwa mwingi, dada mtu alikuwa sasa anaamua kucheza na hisia zangu, vinguo vyepesi na vifupi, ukiongeza na hips zake na rangi, nywele mpaka mgongoni. Nikaamua acha nimpe funzo tu asije niona mshamba. Nikakusudia kumtesa, kama na yeye ni mtundu anifanye nimwage bila kuingia kwenye kipochi chake. Nakaaje na hamu zangu huku nimepewa kifaa kikali namna hii.
{ mimi mpaka wakati huu, nilikuwa addicted na ngono. Sababu ni ile kila mara napewa. Wakati huo nilikuwa na miezi miwili bila kula tunda. Violet alikuwa anaumwa akashindwa kuja, Rosemary zamu yake bado}
Edson: " How come your sister won't look me in the eye?
Isabella: " She's timid with you, she knows I told you she's ready for you, and you didn't want her."
Edson: "Does she hate me or not?
Isabella: " She has no reason to hate you; all she wants is you."
Edson: " let me take her today, so that you may have peace, okay"
Isabella: "There is no problem, she is here for you my husband, take your time ."
Baada ya maongezi na Isabella, nilienda kuoga baada ya kukaribishwa na dada mtu. Kumbe Isabella alimwambia ninamtaka, akaja bafuni.
Fernanda: " I came to shower you.."
Edson: "Welcome"
Niliongea nikigeuka kuangalia mwili matata wa yule dada. Mnara ukasimama ghafla, akauona akacheka.
Fernanda: " Why is your cock so fired up?"
Edson: "He's shocked by the beauty of you."
Fernanda: " Wow! I like this kind."
Edson: " Why do you like it.
Fernanda: "They're really nice, I guess that's why Isabella doesn't listen to anyone about you."
Edson: "That's not true, sweetness is only a person's sense and art, not the size of the dick."
Fernanda hakunijibu, alitabasamu tu akapiga magoti mbele yangu, akashika tango akaanza kumenya.
Niliacha maji ya bomba yatiririke taratibu, akawa ananyonya tango na mbegu zake. Nikajisemea leo nimekutana na kungwi, kazi ninayo.
Alitumia kama dakika kumi, akameza ile kitu yote, akawa ameniweza. Nikamuomba tuoge kisha nikampe tango chumbani, sikutaka ajione ameniweza. Hakujua niayangu kwake.
Tulimalizia kuoga, tukahamia chumbani kwake. Fernanda hakuwa na aibu, ile kukwepesha macho ni danganya toto tu. Kufika kule hakutaka hata tupake mafuta, akanivamia na romance, alikuwa na mzuka sana.
Nikaona hapa nikijilegeza hii mechi napoteza. Maana ni kama alipania kumlipia kisasa Isabella.
Nilimshika kiuno nikamvutia kwangu, kikaanza kutembeza kidole kwenye uti wa mgongo. Lakini hakuwa hata anashtuka, nikajisemea huyo ni mbobezi, acha nimpe za kibobezi.
Nikamlaza kitandani, nikaanza kunyonya shingo, akanishika tango anasugua, nikahamia masikioni, nikawa namsemesha maneno ya kimahaba, akapunguza nguvu ya mkono kwenye tango.
Nikamnyonya masikio bila kuacha mate, nikashuka na shingo, nikaruka matiti nikafikia kitovu. Nikaingiza ulimi kitovuni, akanishia kichwani huku anahema haraka haraka. Nikapeleka mikono mbavu zote, akaanza kuguna.
She likes being teased a little bit, i blow some air in her navel while stroking the side of her stomach. Then lick the skin around it making her beg for more.
Then finally, I went all in and put that tongue inside her navel. It just feels like this big pulse of excitement and pure bliss going down her spine and she began to whimper with happiness.
So far, I've reduced her power. I moved to her clit, my finger measured the oil level, it was found to be sufficient. I inserted my finger to find the G-spot, she started turning her waist and growling like a pig eating a sugarcane.
There's a mass of spongy tissue that surrounds the urethra, called the urethral sponge. And like other parts of the body, the tissue is full of blood vessels and nerve endings.
Every woman’s vulva and vagina is not the same, and bundles of highly sensitive nerve endings may be in different places. Which may explain why some respond well to a certain technique or position and others don’t.
Once aroused and lubricated, i started by Inserting a finger in the vagina. I run it along the top wall of the vagina. Look out for an area that feels different from the rest of the tissue.
Perhaps it’s more pleasurable when touched.Finally I found a spot that feels promising, I stimulated the area with a “come-hither” motion. She was screaming, she released clear fluid from the urethra,this phenomenon is sometimes known as female ejaculation or squirting.
{The G-spot is located a few centimeters along the inner front wall of the vagina the top wall if you're lying down on your back. "It's a few inches up, about a third of the way, although it varies from person to person,"}
After I made sure she managed to come twice, she was no longer crafty, she was crying just so I could put my cucumber inside her.
Fernanda: "Don't torture me anymore, please put that inside me, please, I'm ready.
I remembered that I'm not supposed to bang her.
Nikamdanganya sina condom, tutafanya wakati mwingine nikiwa nazo. Akawa analiaa tu huku amening'ang'ania. Nikamwambia sitaweza bila condom, ikabidi aje kunyonya tena. Nikakubali maana kitu ilikuwa hewani, akanyonya akameza, mzee akapunguza hasira, hatiame akalala.
{ Ingawaje nilijisikia vibaya baadae kwa kuruhusu anione na kunyonya halafu mimi sijamsugua. Ila nilichokusudia alikipata. Nilitaka wapate cha kisimuliana na Isabella.}
Baadae nilimuaga Isabella nikaondoka, huko nyuma wakaongea. Akamwambia nimeishia kumsugua na kidole tu,ila amefurahia sana. Isabella akafurahi maana hajalionja tango lake.
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Isabella alianza kumuonea wivu dada yake, nikienda kwao hataki awe karibu sana na mimi, japo dada mtu ni kama alikuwa na hamu ya kusikia radha ya tango sio kumenyeshwa maganda tu akapaka chunvi kisha likapotea bila kula.
{ Wanawake ni watu wa ajabu sana, aliniomba nimle dada yake, baadae akaanza kuona wivu. Yale yale ya Sara na kijakazi wake kwa Ibrahim.}
Baada ya kuona mashindano, nikaamua bora wakapumzike wote.
Nilimshawishi ile likizo ya uzazi akapumzike kwa mama yake, ilikuwa ngumu ila hatimae akakubali baada ya kumpa shinikizo kuwa kama hataki, hataniona.
{Nilitaka aondoke, sio kunipa nafasi ya kutafuta mwingine, hapana, alikuwa anataka anione muda wote ili nisipate nafasi ya kuwa na mwingine.pia mashindano na dada yake sikuyapenda. Akawa na wivu kuliko hata Violet. Sikupenda anibane kiasi hicho.}
Hatimae niliwasindikiza airport, wakaondoka kwa ahadi ya kurudi likizo ya uzazi ikiisha. Miezi mitatu.
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Niliona hawa wanawake watatu wataniua, nikaamua kuwa limit, Violet anakuja kila mwezi ila anakaa siku tatu tu, Rosemary anakuja baada ya miezi mitatu, anakaa wiki moja tu. Isabella hakuwa na ratiba, nikijisikia au akijisikia, ila mizunguko ilipungua sana. Ikawa moja au mbili basi, muda mwingi namaliza mchezo wakati wa maandalizi mimi namalizia kidogo.
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Isabella alinipeleka 'club' mbali mbali kwa kuwa yeye aliipenda sana mziki. Mimi nilizani ni wale wadada wa club, kumbe alikuwa ni mtu wa kujiheshimu sana, na alienda club ni kunywa, kucheza mziki na kurudi kwake. Alipopata mimba akaacha kabisa pombe na kwenda club.
Alinifundisha kijerumani na kireno. Nilipenda sana kireno maana maneno yake ni kama ya kiswahili. Kijerumani ni kigumu ulikinganisha na kireno.
Alikuwa anapenda sana chakula kinaitwa 'schweinshaxe' roasted pork knuckle on the bone, wrapped in crispy crackling skin.
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Sikutekwa na raha za Munich nikajisahau, nilikuwa natumia asilimia 15% tu ya pesa ninayoingiza kwa mwezi, asilimia 50% naweka bank na asilimia 35% nilituma nyumbani.
Hizi nilizotuma, zilikuwa ni pesa za mishahara ya shemeji zangu na matumizi nyumbani. Kimsingi, kipato kiliongezeka kwa vile zile accommodation allowance nikawa nahifadhi pia maana nimelipiwa hotel mwaka mzima.
Chakula ni kwa Isabella, hataki nile hotelini. Violet alizidi kunipa pesa kila anapokuja kuniona, bado gawio langu la kila mwaka kwenye zile compuni. Nikaamua biashara zote za Tanzania ziwe chini ya Rosemary, sikuchukua hata mia.
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August, 2010, Edson Jr3 akiwa na Mwaka mmoja, nilianza kutafuta namna ya kumwandaa Isabella kisaikojia, nilibakiza mwaka mmoja wa kibari changu cha kazi kuisha.
Edson: "My wife, you've been with me for three years now, you know how deeply I love you. But remember I told you I have a family, anytime I can finish the contract and go.."
Isabella: "I remember my husband, I remember all that we agreed to when we started our relationship."
Edson: "Okay, I'm asking you to start preparing yourself psychologically, I'm letting you start finding a man to live with while I'm still with you. When you find him, I'm leaving you. If you wait for me to go, you'll feel very sad when I go."
Isabella: "You're giving me a hard time, Edson, think about it, I'll never be happy anywhere else like I am with you.
Edson:" I'm not giving you a hard time, I let you know beforehand. I don't want to hurt you, I want to make you happy, the problem is I can't keep being with you."
Isabella: "Beloved, never forget your son. You can forget about me, just don't do this to Jr3."
Edson: "You and Jr3 are related to me. I will remain close to you. I'm talking about romance, not as a parent."
Isabella: "All right, I understand. Don't leave me till I find him."
Edson: "That's what I need you to get ready for."
Tulikubaliana baadhi ya manbo ikiwa ni pamoja na kuanza kupunguza Ukaribu ili atafute mtu mwingine. Jambo moja tubhalikubadilika, aliendelea kunihudumia mpaka atakapo pata mwingine, na mimi niliendelea kumpa tango.
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Baada ya miezi sita tangu tufanye yale mazungumzo, Isabella alipata mwanaume wa ki Brazil, wakaanzisha uchumba. Nilitumia nafasi hiyo kujiondoa kwake, japo alipomisi tango langu alikuja.
Nilimshauri ampeleke mtoto kwa bibi yake, ili apate nafasi ya kuwa free na mchumba wake. Alimpeleka kwa dada yake {Fernanda}.
Baada ya miezi saba ya uchumba, waliamua kufunga ndoa. Kipindi hicho mimi nikawa kama mchepuko wake.
Wiki tatu kabla ya kufunga ndoa, alkuja kuniaga maana alitakiwa kurudi kwao Brazil, walipanga kufungia ndoa huko.
Isabella: "Mpenzi Edson, nashukuru kwa upendo wako wa dhati kwangu, Umenifanya kuitwa mama, umenijali muda wote uko na mimi. Asante sana."
Edson: "Hakuna shida Isabella, nimefurahia sana uwepo wako maishani mwangu. Umenifundisha mambo mengi, umenijali sana. Umeonyesha upendo mkubwa saa kwa familia yangu hata kama ujawahi kuwaona. Wewe unafaa kuwa mkebwa ndoa, unajua kumtunza mwanaume."
Isabella: "Asante sana Edson, nakupenda sana ndio maana nikafanya yote hayo. Naomba usinisahau nikikuhitaji."
Edson: "Isabella, ukishafunga ndoa, hatutakutana kimwili tena. Nilishajiwekea nadhiri kuwa sita lala na mwanamke wa mtu mwenye ndoa. Ladda nisijue, na yeye anifiche."
Isabella: "Kwa hiyo ndio nakukosa kabisa jamani,"
Edson: "Usianze kujiendekeza, mzoee mumeo mtarajiwa" .
Isabella: "Kuna tofauti lakini, hafiki unaponifikisha wewe."
Edson: "Angalia maisha yako, usikubali kuendeshwa na hisia. Mpe muda utamfurahia ukishanisahau."
Isabella: "Kesho kutwa tunanenda Brazil, tutafungia ndoa huko. Naomba uje japo nikuone."
Edson: "Hapana, sitaweza kuja kwenye harusi yako, Jr3 anafanana sana na mimi, dada yako ananifahamu. Sitaki nikuharibie sherehe. Ukirudi utanionyesha video."
Isabella: "Nilijua tu utakataa, naomba leo unipe dose ya mwisho. Umeshaniambia hutanipa tena utamu."
Edson: "Sawa, leo ndio mwisho, tubaki kuwa marafiki."
Kilichofata siku hii, ndio nilijua kuna wanawake vichaa wa tango. Isabella alizani akifanya yoye hayo hataikumbuka tena. Alirudi myumbani kwake akiwa hoi tabaani siku hiyo.
Kesho yake nililetewa begi limejaa nguo zanagu tu. (cadet za kila aina, mashati, polo shirts, viatu, saa, cheni, perfumes,)
Cha ajabu nikakuta kuna zawadi imefungwa tofauti kwenye gift package. Nilipofungua nikakuta dollars, kulikuwa na mabunda ya pesa, nikapata dollar 5000, aliweka na chupi zake mbili. )
Akaweka barua yenye huu ujembe.
Meu amor de uma vida.
{My love of a lifetime.}
Thanks for turning me into a mom! I thought it was impossible without your help and God's will to turn my dream into a reality.
And today I can say that I am a mother whose baby boy grew up by leaps and bounds before even going back two years!
I would like to thank my love for giving me a handsome boy like you. I am truly grateful that you played your crucial role in our happiness and I am truly grateful for all the loving care you have done for our baby.
Thanks to your love, your devotion and your interest, he was born to become a more handsome and intelligent boy.
Thanks to your hard work, he still feels at home, relaxed and sheltered. Thanks to your keen sense of family and your quality of love, he has built up enough self-confidence.
I'm so in love with you. You turned me into the woman I am now. I thank you all the time for coming into my life and making me a mother. You're my best friend, my soulmate, my husband and, above all, my everything.
The white underwear are what you took off me, the first day I gave you my heart. I took great care of it, but now I'm asking you to take it because I'll be sad when I see it.
That black underwear , I think you remember it, you removed it yesterday. Please take it, too, as a symbol of our last love.
I gave you this money as symbol of respectful and thankfully, thank you for loving me, thank you for giving me a baby, thank you for advising me to find a husband to live with.
I write this letter with sorrow to my heart. I'm not sure how I'll live without you. If you weren't married, you'd make me the happiest woman on earth. But today I say goodbye, I won't get your love back.
I've never met a man with your kind of heart. You're so in love with me.
I'm sorry, too, I tried to give you my sister so you wouldn't leave me when I couldn't serve you. You decided not to bang her, eventually you satisfied her alone. I appreciate the respect you gave me, no man could ever stop sleeping with her that day, but you did.
Sinto-me mal por sentir falta do seu amor, mas ele está feliz por você
continuar a se lembrar de mim por meio de nosso filho. Desejo-lhe uma boa vida, não se esqueça do seu filho.
Obrigado Edson,
{ I feel bad missing your love, but hopefully you'll keep remembering me through our child.I wish you a happy life, keep your boy in mind.
Eu sempre vou te amar. {I will always love you.}
Thanks Edson,}
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Sikujibu barua, nilimpigia nikaongea nae nikampa moyo, akanielewa.
Hatimae walifunga ndoa, japo alitaka niwepo, ila sikuona busara kwa vile najua beki hazikabi kwangu. Sikutaka akose raha siku hiyo.
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Miaka minne nimekaa ujerumani, sikuwa na starehe nyingine zaidi ya Isabella na kutalii kuona mji.
Nilifanikiwa pia kuwepo Fußball Arena München. Uwanja wa Bayern Munich {Allianz arena} kati ya Bayern na Man u` Ilikuwa robo fainali ya champions league. Man u anatangulia kufunga dakika ya kwanza kupitia Rooney kisha Bayern wanarudisha dakika ya 77 kupitia kwa Ribery na wanapata la ushindi kupitia kwa Olic dakika za nyonyeza. Bayern anashinda bao 2 - 1. Hii mechi ilikuwa ya moto sana. Manchester United walikuwa wa moto sana.
Ikiwa imebaki miezi miwili visa yangu iishe, nikiwa nafanya taratibu wa kurudi Tanzania nikasimamie biashara zangu. Yakatoka majina ya watu wanaohamishwa, na langu likawepo.
Pale kwetu yalitoka majina mawili, wote tukahamishiwa Sweden, kuna watu walitoka Sweden wakaja Ujerumani. Tulibadilishwa tu vituo vya kazi.
Niliamua nirudi kwanza Tanzania, kuangalia biashara inaendeleaje. Muda wote huo Rose alikuwaa anakuja kila baada ya miezi mitatu. Sikutaka kurudi, nilitaka na yeye apate nafasi ya kusafiri mara kwa mara.
Nilienda kufanya shopping kwa ajili ya familia yangu, na zawadi kwa kaka na shemeji shopping mall inaitwa Ludwig Beck mtaa ' Marienplatz 11,'
Muito obrigado Isabella,
Muito obrigado Edson Jr3.
'Danke Munichen'
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Part Fourteen A: Decisions are up to you, give money or die.{ Four years in Sweden}
[emoji2306]After today, I won't be a ruffian.
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