Mkasa: Wema ni akiba, usiache kutenda wema

Mkasa: Wema ni akiba, usiache kutenda wema

Mamaya said:
kwenye mahari walimpiga sana,ila inatokana na jinsi ibyokwenda, wangoni hawana mahari mengi, hata leo hii wamekupiga sana ni 1.5 m
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Yes. Ningesema ninunue vitu walivyotaka isingefika hata 2m.
Kwa kiwa hatukua na muda, tuka opt kitoa cash, hatukuwa na uzoefu wa bei za hivyo vitu kule. Ndio maana tukaweka na ziada ili wasisumbue.
 
SMART GHOST said:
Nafahamu, ninachokiongelea ni reaction nzima ya huyo binti. Was it a suprise to you?
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Hapana, kuna baadhi ya mambo nilijua kabisa hatutakuwa sawa na nilishajiandaa kwa hilo. Tatizo lilikuja ujumbe uliorudi. (ni sawa umtukane mtu na kugomba sana, halafu akujibu neno moja tu samahani,) utajisikiaje.
 
Part Nine B: I feel terrible about what happened.

Jan 6,2001

Maisha yaliendelea, niliiona ndoa chungu kwa muda Rosemary nae akawa ni mzazi, yuko busy na mtoto. Nilikosa faraja, sina michepuko wa kujiliwazia, sinywi pombe, sivuti sigara, yaani niliteseka sana na maamuzi ya Purple.

Nyumba nzima ikawa na furaha, ila mimi tu nina huzuni ambayo wengine hawaijui.

***
Baada ya kukaa kimya ka miezi tisa bila kuni jibu ujumbe wowote. Kwa kuwa lengo langu halikuwa kumuumiza, niliendelea kumjulia hali kila itwayo siku mpya na jioni yake.

Violet hakuwahi kurudisha japo salamu, na alikuwa amezuia pesa zote niliokuwa napokea.

(Sikuumia kwa kukosa pesa, maana mali zote za familia zilikuwa chini yangu kwa 75%, kaka alibaki na 25% kwa kuwa alishajijenga na amewekeza miladi yake na mkewe. )

Kilichokuwa kinanitesa ni penzi la Violet, sikuwahi kujua kama nampenda kiasi kile. Baada ya kutofautiana nae ndio nikajua nampenda.

Kwa mara ya kwanza nilianza kujilaumu kumuoa Rosemary, japo na yeye nilimpenda sana. Mpaka hapo sikujua ni nani nampenda zaidi, maana mmoja niko nae kila saa, na mwingine ni wa hamu tu maana yuko mabali.

(Ukiwa nacho unaona cha nini, kikiondoka ndio unajua nitakipata lini.)

Hivi kweli mimi niliekuwa na nafasi ya kusikiliza moyo wangu, nilikosea wapi mpaka leo nateseka hivi. Siwezi waona watoto wangu tena.

Mawazo yalinimaliza mpaka mke wangu akanigundua, nilimdanganya nawaza cha kufanya ili yeye na mtoto waishi vizuri, kumbe hakujua tu.

"Imagine when I remember what I was doing with Violet, there's a picture of Purple with another guy doing what I was supposed to do."

Song: Before He Cheats
Artist: Carrie Underwood
Released: 2005
Album: Some Hearts
Awards: Grammy Award for Best Country Song,
Genre: Country

Right now, he's probably slow dancin'
With a bleached-blond tramp and she's probably gettin' frisky
Right now, he's probably buyin' her some fruity little drink
'Cause she can't shoot whiskey
Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick
Showin' her how to shoot a combo
And he don't know

I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seats
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights
I slashed a hole in all four tires
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

Right now, she's probably up singing some
White-trash version of Shania karaoke
Right now, she's probably sayin' "I'm drunk"
And he's a-thinkin' that he's gonna get lucky
Right now, he's probably dabbin' on
Three dollars worth of that bathroom Polo
Oh, and he don't know

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seats
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights
I slashed a hole in all four tires
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

I might have saved a little trouble for the next girl
A-'cause the next time that he cheats
Oh, you know it won't be on me
No, not on me

'Cause I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seats
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights
I slashed a hole in all four tires
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

Oh, maybe next time he'll think before he cheats
Oh, before he cheats
Oh-oh

***
Jan 6,2001 nikapokea email toka kwa Violet, nilifurahi hata kabla sijajua inahusu nini. Nilijiuliza kwamba huenda ni taarifa mbaya tena, huenda watoto wanashida.

Sehemu ya ujumbe ule ulisomeka hivi

Dear Edson.

I hope you're alright. Me, the kids and my mum are safe.

I would like to apologize for not responding to your emails. Thank you very much for not abandoning me for nine months.

After your break-up message, I was really hurt because I loved you so much that I didn't think you'd make that decision, especially since we have children.

I didn't want to respond to your e-mails for fear of breaking your heart, so I started to hate you since you tipped me off. Your emails kept comforting me and I really think you love me, but my heart always hurts.

Meanwhile, I didn't tell my mother I was separated from you, I thought it was my problem I should have solved.

Six months after I got this message from you, I had a problem that caused my hysterectomy.

My hope for more kids has vanished. When we left the hospital, my mother asked me if I had given you any information. I said that it was not necessary to tell you because these are personal matters .

My mother was unhappy with my answers and wanted me to tell her what was happening. I didn't have anything to do so I had to give your email to my mom and she read the other ones too.

My mother cried a lot that day, I was scared and resented giving her the information.

My mam told me that I made a mistake that I shouldn't have made, that I brought love into an irrelevant part.

Mom asked me a question that got me to text you today, she said if it was her, I would leave her?. Why am I upset when you didn't leave your mom for me, like I didn't agree to leave her for you.

I started seeing the guilty one not understand you, I stopped all the money I had to send you.

I thought that someday I could find a message that you want to come back, but I lied to myself.

My mom pleads with you to give her a chance to talk, my kids also need to see you, they missed their daddy.

I'm sorry for what I did to you.

Give my regards to your mama and my brother-in-law.

Thanks a lot, Mr. Edson.

Kiitos.

*********
Baada ya kupata huo ujumbe, nilishtuka sana kusikia alipata tatizo la kiafya baada ya kiachana na mimi. Nikamuomba anieleze kila kitu kuhusu hilo tatizo.

Violet aliniambia alipata tatizo la kiafya , She has told me that the reason was to prevent cervical or uterine cancer, so she has to do a 'hysterectomy' to remove the uterus.

(The uterus is where a fetus grows during pregnancy.She won’t be able to get pregnant and she won’t get a period after a hysterectomy.)

***
Ilinibidi niombe ruhusa kwa mama na mke wangu Rosemary , kipindi hicho ana mtoto wa mwaka mmoja.

Siku kutana na kipingamizi chochote, kwa kuwa mke wangu alikuwa anajua kuwa naenda kusalimia watoto wangu. Kipindi chote cha kuchuniwa na Violet, sikuwahi mwambia mtu yoyote, na hawakujua kama nilikuwa natumiwa pesa kila mwezi tangu 1994 na zikasitishwa.

(mwanaume jifunze kutunza ramani ya vita, ukiiuza imekula kwako, nilitaka waishi vizuri bila kujua ninapataje pesa.)

Nilijiandaa na safari ya kwenda kumsikiliza Violet, mama na watoto wangu ambao niliwajua kupitia picha tu.

**********
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Part Nine C: I value the insights and guidance you provided.
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leadermoe said:
Part Nine B: I feel terrible about what happened.

Jan 6,2001

Maisha yaliendelea, niliiona ndoa chungu kwa muda Rosemary nae akawa ni mzazi, yuko busy na mtoto. Nilikosa faraja, sina michepuko wa kujiliwazia, sinywi pombe, sivuti sigara, yaani niliteseka sana na maamuzi ya Purple.

Nyumba nzima ikawa na furaha, ila mimi tu nina huzuni ambayo wengine hawaijui.

***
Baada ya kukaa kimya ka miezi tisa bila kuni jibu ujumbe wowote. Kwa kuwa lengo langu halikuwa kumuumiza, niliendelea kumjulia hali kila itwayo siku mpya na jioni yake.

Violet hakuwahi kurudisha japo salamu, na alikuwa amezuia pesa zote niliokuwa napokea.

(Sikuumia kwa kukosa pesa, maana mali zote za familia zilikuwa chini yangu kwa 75%, kaka alibaki na 25% kwa kuwa alishajijenga na amewekeza miladi yake na mkewe. )

Kilichokuwa kinanitesa ni penzi la Violet, sikuwahi kujua kama nampenda kiasi kile. Baada ya kutofautiana nae ndio nikajua nampenda.

Kwa mara ya kwanza nilianza kujilaumu kumuoa Rosemary, japo na yeye nilimpenda sana. Mpaka hapo sikujua ni nani nampenda zaidi, maana mmoja niko nae kila saa, na mwingine ni wa hamu tu maana yuko mabali.

(Ukiwa nacho unaona cha nini, kikiondoka ndio unajua nitakipata lini.)

Hivi kweli mimi niliekuwa na nafasi ya kusikiliza moyo wangu, nilikosea wapi mpaka leo nateseka hivi. Siwezi waona watoto wangu tena.

Mawazo yalinimaliza mpaka mke wangu akanigundua, nilimdanganya nawaza cha kufanya ili yeye na mtoto waishi vizuri, kumbe hakujua tu.

"Imagine when I remember what I was doing with Violet, there's a picture of Purple with another guy doing what I was supposed to do."

Song: Before He Cheats
Artist: Carrie Underwood
Released: 2005
Album: Some Hearts
Awards: Grammy Award for Best Country Song,
Genre: Country

Right now, he's probably slow dancin'
With a bleached-blond tramp and she's probably gettin' frisky
Right now, he's probably buyin' her some fruity little drink
'Cause she can't shoot whiskey
Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick
Showin' her how to shoot a combo
And he don't know

I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seats
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights
I slashed a hole in all four tires
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

Right now, she's probably up singing some
White-trash version of Shania karaoke
Right now, she's probably sayin' "I'm drunk"
And he's a-thinkin' that he's gonna get lucky
Right now, he's probably dabbin' on
Three dollars worth of that bathroom Polo
Oh, and he don't know

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seats
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights
I slashed a hole in all four tires
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

I might have saved a little trouble for the next girl
A-'cause the next time that he cheats
Oh, you know it won't be on me
No, not on me

'Cause I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seats
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights
I slashed a hole in all four tires
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats

Oh, maybe next time he'll think before he cheats
Oh, before he cheats
Oh-oh

***
Jan 6,2001 nikapokea email toka kwa Violet, nilifurahi hata kabla sijajua inahusu nini. Nilijiuliza kwamba huenda ni taarifa mbaya tena, huenda watoto wanashida.

Sehemu ya ujumbe ule ulisomeka hivi

Dear Edson.

I hope you're alright. Me, the kids and my mum are safe.

I would like to apologize for not responding to your emails. Thank you very much for not abandoning me for nine months.

After your break-up message, I was really hurt because I loved you so much that I didn't think you'd make that decision, especially since we have children.

I didn't want to respond to your e-mails for fear of breaking your heart, so I started to hate you since you tipped me off. Your emails kept comforting me and I really think you love me, but my heart always hurts.

Meanwhile, I didn't tell my mother I was separated from you, I thought it was my problem I should have solved.

Six months after I got this message from you, I had a problem that caused my hysterectomy.

My hope for more kids has vanished. When we left the hospital, my mother asked me if I had given you any information. I said that it was not necessary to tell you because these are personal matters .

My mother was unhappy with my answers and wanted me to tell her what was happening. I didn't have anything to do so I had to give your email to my mom and she read the other ones too.

My mother cried a lot that day, I was scared and resented giving her the information.

My mam told me that I made a mistake that I shouldn't have made, that I brought love into an irrelevant part.

Mom asked me a question that got me to text you today, she said if it was her, I would leave her?. Why am I upset when you didn't leave your mom for me, like I didn't agree to leave her for you.

I started seeing the guilty one not understand you, I stopped all the money I had to send you.

I thought that someday I could find a message that you want to come back, but I lied to myself.

My mom pleads with you to give her a chance to talk, my kids also need to see you, they missed their daddy.

I'm sorry for what I did to you.

Give my regards to your mama and my brother-in-law.

Thanks a lot, Mr. Edson.

Kiitos.

*********
Baada ya kupata huo ujumbe, nilishtuka sana kusikia alipata tatizo la kiafya baada ya kiachana na mimi. Nikamuomba anieleze kila kitu kuhusu hilo tatizo.

Violet aliniambia alipata tatizo la kiafya , She has told me that the reason was to prevent cervical or uterine cancer, so she has to do a 'hysterectomy' to remove the uterus.

(The uterus is where a fetus grows during pregnancy.She won’t be able to get pregnant and she won’t get a period after a hysterectomy.)

***
Ilinibidi niombe ruhusa kwa mama na mke wangu Rosemary , kipindi hicho ana mtoto wa mwaka mmoja.

Siku kutana na kipingamizi chochote, kwa kuwa mke wangu alikuwa anajua kuwa naenda kusalimia watoto wangu. Kipindi chote cha kuchuniwa na Violet, sikuwahi mwambia mtu yoyote, na hawakujua kama nilikuwa natumiwa pesa kila mwezi tangu 1994 na zikasitishwa.

(mwanaume jifunze kutunza ramani ya vita, ukiiuza imekula kwako, nilitaka waishi vizuri bila kujua ninapataje pesa.)

Nilijiandaa na safari ya kwenda kumsikiliza Violet, mama na watoto wangu ambao niliwajua kupitia picha tu.

**********
Next

Part Nine C: I value the insights and guidance you provided.
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Ila bora mama mzungu katusaidia kumchana Violet...hope huko mbele Kuna kivuli
 
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