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Kwenye nyeto umenigusa mkuu nimeanza kunyetuka tangu 1994 mpaka leo naendelea kila siku nasema nipige cha mwisho niache then najikuta naendelea [emoji1787]
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Ah bora hiyo mzeya sasa ungekuwa na addiction ya mbususu ndio balaa zaidi maaina mwaka wa 17 huu naweza njugu tuu hapa.I’m an addict, yes leo nimekubali kuwa mimi ni addict wa michezo ya kamari. Sikuwa tayari ku accept hili swala na kila siku nilikua najipa moyo nita acha au huenda I will make through gambling and online sports betting.
Nilianza kamari back in 2014 and I blame myself for the addiction to get the best of me. Nimeishi sometimes maisha magumu sana chuoni kwa sababu ya betting which was a sign for me to quit but I didn’t.
Nakumbuka on my university graduation I just wanted that extra cash nika bet budget nzima nilopewa na my parents. I woke up the next morning with 40k with no new clothes or shoes plus a girlfriend to please and take care of for the next three days of the graduation hype, I made it through lakini sito sahau msoto nilopitia.
Fast foward namaliza uni napata kazi nzuri somewhere, I up my stakes to the mounts of 500k-1M. Unajikuta in a weekend unatoa 1M mpaka 3M then next week unatoka from 500k to (-3M) just chasing the losses . The adrenaline was more than that of alcohol or drugs I just wanted to continue sikutaka kuacha hata kidogo.
Had savings somewhere ikanibidi kuvunja account just to keep up with the lifestyle!, that account ilitoka kwenye some Ms mpaka sasa iko na 70k. To keep it short I have made losses, huge losses.
Una deposit 100k ijumaa jioni una bet na ku gamble online vya kutosha unafikisha let’s say 700k. Your mind tells you to withdraw ila una jiambia one last bet, unatafuta live play dakika ya 83 game ni 1-0 unasema hapa ni under 2.5 una stake one last bet of the night the whole 700k, guess what it’s the 94th minute na game imeisha 3-1. Unasema ngoja ni deposit 500k to chase the loss, guess what inaenda pia!!! The cycle continues all month!
Naweza sema I lost myself not my cash in all this facade!! Najiona nimepotea mimi hizi pesa zita tafutwa ila kwa namna kubwa kamari imeniharibia mipango yangu mingi sana.
But I give up now, I call it quits. I have learned my lesson now, ni muda wa ku fight hii addiction.
Day 0 of not placing a bet, here we go.
nimecheka eti majokeri hahahaMhh majokeri hayo
Sasa adfiction ya ngono ukiwa wasoma hicho kitabu tayari dushelele limesimamaUnajua ubaya wa addiction zoote zinacheza na ubongo, so kuishinda addiction haihitaji nguvu za mwili, inataka nguvu ya akili iishinde nguvu ya matamanio: Hiyo vita so mchezo
Soma kitabu cha your brain on porn
We keep the counter. Challenge 90Days no gambling.. Keep it real brooI’m an addict, yes leo nimekubali kuwa mimi ni addict wa michezo ya kamari. Sikuwa tayari ku accept hili swala na kila siku nilikua najipa moyo nita acha au huenda I will make through gambling and online sports betting.
Nilianza kamari back in 2014 and I blame myself for the addiction to get the best of me. Nimeishi sometimes maisha magumu sana chuoni kwa sababu ya betting which was a sign for me to quit but I didn’t.
Nakumbuka on my university graduation I just wanted that extra cash nika bet budget nzima nilopewa na my parents. I woke up the next morning with 40k with no new clothes or shoes plus a girlfriend to please and take care of for the next three days of the graduation hype, I made it through lakini sito sahau msoto nilopitia.
Fast foward namaliza uni napata kazi nzuri somewhere, I up my stakes to the mounts of 500k-1M. Unajikuta in a weekend unatoa 1M mpaka 3M then next week unatoka from 500k to (-3M) just chasing the losses . The adrenaline was more than that of alcohol or drugs I just wanted to continue sikutaka kuacha hata kidogo.
Had savings somewhere ikanibidi kuvunja account just to keep up with the lifestyle!, that account ilitoka kwenye some Ms mpaka sasa iko na 70k. To keep it short I have made losses, huge losses.
Una deposit 100k ijumaa jioni una bet na ku gamble online vya kutosha unafikisha let’s say 700k. Your mind tells you to withdraw ila una jiambia one last bet, unatafuta live play dakika ya 83 game ni 1-0 unasema hapa ni under 2.5 una stake one last bet of the night the whole 700k, guess what it’s the 94th minute na game imeisha 3-1. Unasema ngoja ni deposit 500k to chase the loss, guess what inaenda pia!!! The cycle continues all month!
Naweza sema I lost myself not my cash in all this facade!! Najiona nimepotea mimi hizi pesa zita tafutwa ila kwa namna kubwa kamari imeniharibia mipango yangu mingi sana.
But I give up now, I call it quits. I have learned my lesson now, ni muda wa ku fight hii addiction.
Day 0 of not placing a bet, here we go.
Hiki hapa mkuu. Porn siyo nzuri 🙏🏿
mzee wa michezo kubet king palaceKama ni addiction bhasi mimi nipo kote kote nina addiction ya punyeto, betting ..sina mpango wa kuacha.
Niache nyeto nitumbukie kwa Malaya nife na ukimwi? Niache betting hela zangu unataka nionge Wana wanawake?BIG NO.
Betting nilifundishwa na uncle nikiwa standard 5 mwaka 2004 meridian kariakoo,huu mwaka 10 betting hatujawahi kunitoa hasara.
Njoo nikupe darasa la betting
MkuuSasa adfiction ya ngono ukiwa wasoma hicho kitabu tayari dushelele limesimama
Unajidanganya kaka mm nakupa wiki MOJA tu LAZMA utarud kundini mwenyewe bila kilazimishwaHela nilio poteza leo imetosha kusema hapana huu ndo mwisho wa kubet naamini mwakani siku kama ya leo nitakuja kutoa ushuhuda wa kumaliza mwaka bila kamari.
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