I want commit suicide

[Andrew Nyerere]

Sijakuwa kiziwi,nimesema nimepoteza balance;kwa hiyo napata sea sickness,I have trouble with the escalator[especially when I was in New York],halafu kuendesha gari bila proper balance katika masikio will surely cause trouble. Lakini so far,sijaendesha gari siku za karibuni.

 

[Andrew Nyerere]

It is interesting kwamba unaongea kuhusu BDP ,bi polar disorder na manic deppression. Yaani wild swnigs in emotion,elation and deppression.
Kwa sababu there can be no meditation without wild swings in emotion. And I suppose a shrink would call it manic depression,because a shrink must use this complex terminology.
Nakumbuka when we were kids,tulikuwa tunalitumia sana neno Budha,kama vile kusema,''Usiwe kama Budha'',yaani,''Don't be dumb,don't be stupid.'' When we were kids tulikuwa tunamwelewa Budha kama mtu ambaye ni crazy;and why is he crazy? Kwa sababu,huyu mtu at one time utamuona anatabasamu,and then at another tme utamuona yuko sober.And this is our view,long before I knew anything about Budhism
Sasa,when you meditate,you start with the frist meditation,in which you will sit comfortably;with the body comfortable,and the mind comfortable;no irritations in the mind.You meditate,you start thinking,the body must be happy and the mind must be happy. We will call the happiness of the body 'bliss',and the happiness of the mind ''happiness'' That is the first meditaion,you choose your topic and you meditate,for whatever time you want.
In the second meditation,you will suspend thinking,you will just have bliss and happiness,na dfaith.
In the third meditation,you have bliss and mental equanimty.
In the fourth meditation,you have body equanimity and mental equanimity.
Kwa hiyo you mediatte,you go from mirth to sobriety. These mood swings will go day and night.

 

[bht]

mmmh wallah ganesh kama unakufuru vile....:lol::lol:!

 

[Dr Lizzy]

Hii thread sikuiweka katika Afya. Sasa kila mtu ananishauri niende hospitali,as if that is what I wanted.

It might not be what you want but it is what you NEED.

 

[Jeremiah]

Kijana hauko serious. huwezi kutaka kujiua ukaomba ushauri. Hapo naamini siku yako haijafika siku ikifika hutapata muda wa kuomba ushauri. By the way unayo nafasi ya kutubu kwa mawazo yako potofu. jambo moja tu shirikiana na wanaharakati ili tuwan'gowe hawa mafalisayo magamba 2015. kama kujinyonga wangeanza wanafunzi wa shule za kata, Maana moto wanaoupata naamini hata jehanamu wanaweza kusitahimili.

 

[Narubongo]

ganesh

wewe ni mmoja kati ya member ninaowaheshimu sana hapa JF, nimejaribu kusoma post zako zote kwakweli naona kunatatizo linakusumbua na nimesikitika sana. Mkuu ganesh naomba uende hospital au kwa wale ambao mnafahamu muwajulishe watu wake wa karibu waweze kumsaidia. Nipo pamoja na wewe kimaombi.

 

[klorokwini]

Mimi nataka kujiua,kwa sababu ingawa Ndugu Rais anasema Tanzania ni kati ya nchi 20 ambazo uchumi wake unakuwa haraka, mimi naona mambo yangu hayaniendei vizuri. Kwa hiyo nataka kufikiria njia paonless ya kujiua;,nafikiria kutumia chlroquine. Wakuu sijui mnanipa usjauri gani? How many pills would I need to terminate my life?

Hapo red mkuu ni name calling. lakini simind sana kwavile uko transit tayari.

acha tuweke mapambio

Mwangaaa wa mileleeeee aangaziwe ganeeesh, eeee bwanaaa umpokeeeee ganeshhhhh, zambi zakeee asamehewe ganeeesh.

Memba mwengine aweke chorus.

 

[Jaluo_Nyeupe]

R.I.P in advance.

 

[Andrew Nyerere]

Kwa hiyo nikisema I want to commit suicide,hii inamasaidia Lowassa kupata tiketi ya Urais. It is just as I suspected,mafisadi hapa wanaandika mambo yasiyoeleweka,wanataka kuniletea sifa mbaya,wanasema nataka kujiua,which is a lie. Mimi nimesema tu,what I do is not the business of anyone. I do not take advice from anyone,I have no one to advise me. I hear voices in the sky,and I do things,that is how it will be with me now and forever. Kwa sababu hapo ulivyoandika Lowassa,inaonyresha,malumbano,mabishano unayofanya na mimi yanahusu uhusiano wako na Lowassa,na hayahusu maneno yoyote niliyoaandika.
Kuna maana gani kusikiliza ushauri wa watu ambao kumbe ni maswahaba wa Lowassa.?

 

[Andrew Nyerere]

Hapo I have taken great pains to exculpate The President,to blame myself for my problems.lakini bado unasema mimi nimefanya name -calling.

 

[bht]

ganesh una mengi aiseee....
Halafu una meander mpaka basi!

 

[Andrew Nyerere]

Sasa baada ya kujua ni vibaraka wa Lowassa wananisumbua,I don't want to write anymore on this thread. I can rest in peace. Kwa sababu,already I am making to many careless remarks,and I am prejudicing myself.

 

[bht]

surely you do need some rest, a peacefully one, writing all this stuff is no joke...
Usitumie tena klorokwini nyingi hivo maana mara hii lazima uwe kiziwi.

 

[Gaijin]

Ganesh endelea kuongelea general subjects, mimi najifunza mengi kutoka kwako

 

[bht]

Ganesh endelea kuongelea general subjects, mimi najifunza mengi kutoka kwako

Yaani ana mengi huyu, halafu nikisoma post zake napata picha anaongea taratiiibu kwa vituo.....lol!

Mmh unajifunza na umeshaanza kukwepa kukaa jikoni!

 

[FaizaFoxy]

Kwa hiyo nikisema I want to commit suicide,hii inamasaidia Lowassa kupata tiketi ya Urais. It is just as I suspected,mafisadi hapa wanaandika mambo yasiyoeleweka,wanataka kuniletea sifa mbaya,wanasema nataka kujiua,which is a lie. Mimi nimesema tu,what I do is not the business of anyone. I do not take advice from anyone,I have no one to advise me. I hear voices in the sky,and I do things,that is how it will be with me now and forever. Kwa sababu hapo ulivyoandika Lowassa,inaonyresha,malumbano,mabishano unayofanya na mimi yanahusu uhusiano wako na Lowassa,na hayahusu maneno yoyote niliyoaandika.
Kuna maana gani kusikiliza ushauri wa watu ambao kumbe ni maswahaba wa Lowassa.?

Ganesh, tafadhali achana na huyo anaeleta mambo ya Lowasa hapa, endelea kutupa vitu ambavyo ni adimu sana.

Huwa nnafurahi sana kuzisoma post zako zina vina visivyo na mfano. Nashangaa, hutaki kunijibu post zangu!

 

[Gaijin]

Yaani ana mengi huyu, halafu nikisoma post zake napata picha anaongea taratiiibu kwa vituo.....lol!

Mmh unajifunza na umeshaanza kukwepa kukaa jikoni!

Hilo ndio moja ya funzo nililopata. Akiendelea nitapata na mengine

 

[Baba Mtu]

Mimi nataka kujiua,kwa sababu ingawa Ndugu Rais anasema Tanzania ni kati ya nchi 20 ambazo uchumi wake unakuwa haraka, mimi naona mambo yangu hayaniendei vizuri. Kwa hiyo nataka kufikiria njia paonless ya kujiua;,nafikiria kutumia chlroquine. Wakuu sijui mnanipa usjauri gani? How many pills would I need to terminate my life?

Njia rahisi ya wewe kujiua ni kumeza vidonge viwili vya flagilin pamoja na glasi moja ya bia, hautakawia, utakufa fasta. Tutaombeleza kwa muda wa wiki moja kisha tutakusahau na tutaendelea na mambo yetu

 

[Nima_]

kaanike nguo kwenye nyaya za umeme wa tanesco. simple

 

[FaizaFoxy]

Ganesh,

Uko wapi? tuongee, sijaona post zako muda mrefu.