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Pole mkuu, ulichokiandika nimekielewa sana kwasababu nilishawahi kuona mtu akiwa kwenye hali kama hiyo uliyoielezea. Na pia huwa inapotea baada ya muda.
Pole mkuu, ulichokiandika nimekielewa sana kwasababu nilishawahi kuona mtu akiwa kwenye hali kama hiyo uliyoielezea. Na pia huwa inapotea baada ya muda.Dah! alienda akawa ananiuliza maswali kama nshawahi kuwaza suicide before mara maswali mengi kiukweli, maswali yakawa yananiboa wakat mm nlkuwa mzima kuchukua ile kitu boom ndio nkachange, hivyo basi akaandika kuwa nna possibly Bipolar & Psychosis ambazo ni mbaya kiukweli ila ahsante Mungu nilienda na Mama angu Mkubwa ambae alikuwa Doctor sema sio wa haya mambo ila alisema alisoma course kidogo akakataa mm kupewa dawa akasema zile dawa unalala sana unakuwa inactive sio nzuri yule psychiatrist akawa anforce npelekwe kwa ward zile kabisa sema familia ikagoma, ikanichukua ikanipeleka home.
Kwa hiyo aunt akawa haendi kazini yeye na mm ananipiga drip mwenyewe nkawa nmelazwa home kila dawa na matibabu akawa anafanya mwenyewe akawa kama personal therapist kwahyo nkishtuka au akiona naogopa ananiambia “Look at me hiyo ni hallucination” sio real “False belief ndio tatizo lako hakuna kinachotokea” maneno yake hayo nakumbuka, basi akiwa ananiona nna wasiwasi ananiambia “False Belief, I believe in you utapona akawa ananipa moyo” basi nkapambana kiukweli i owe her a lot alinsaidia ila nsingekuwa na supportive family aisee dah sijui ingekuwaje Thanks to Mom and her
Story yako ni nzuri sana kwa mafunzo kwa wengine;
Je naweza kujua names of those substances ulizo ingest ?
How did you get there?
Nimefurahi pia kusikia you did not go into Pharmaceuticals, most of those medicine Benzodiazepines au hizo Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors zingekuletea shida baadae. Dawa kama Fluoxetine, Amitriptiline, Haloperidol, Fluphenazine, etc etc yaani zingeenda kukutuliza But zingekuachia kidonda cha maisha.
I am glad kwamba Mummy wako alijua mapema you were mentally disturbed and psychologically challenged. Na I am doubt ulitumia hayo mavitu out of peer pressure.
Ni hatari sana.
Pole and thanks for sharing your personal story.
Ila sidhani kama hiyo ilikuwa inatatizo kubwa sana, ila nachodhani ni kuwa hofu ilikutawala kwa kiasi kikubwa na maranyingi watu wakiwa kwenye hali kama uliokuwa nayo hofu kubwa wanayoipata ni kuhisi kuwa haitawezekana kurududia ukawaida waliouzoea (mental normality).Hii Haloperidol nakumbuka nliandikiwa, Yes ilikuwa ni peer pressure ujana & ujinga nakumbuka jamaa aliniambia achana na pombe jaribu hii kitu alisema ni Edibles kwa kidonge aliita Capsule, sikuichukua right away nlikataa then siku zikaenda akawa anaiongelea siku nkasema okay ngoja leo nchukue mambo yakawa hivyo
Hii Haloperidol nakumbuka nliandikiwa, Yes ilikuwa ni peer pressure ujana & ujinga nakumbuka jamaa aliniambia achana na pombe jaribu hii kitu alisema ni Edibles kwa kidonge aliita Capsule, sikuichukua right away nlikataa then siku zikaenda akawa anaiongelea siku nkasema okay ngoja leo nchukue mambo yakawa hivyo
Mkuu wewe ulishawah kutumia,au bado tunasikia kupitia youtube
Kulikuwa na 'cold war' duniani na watu walilishwa matango pori kibao, ... na wengi kuachwa vichaa kabisa!Mkuu wewe ulishawah kutumia,au bado tunasikia kupitia youtube
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Quite the contrary Namaanisha watu waende naye pole pole kabla hajawatupa mtoni.Anamaanisha watu awe na subira wasiwe na ulafi.. Ni kama ana empasize point yako.
Faida nyingine ya Datura , hutumika kutengenezea Dawa kama Atropine Injection, Hyoscyamine ( kwa ajili ya kichefuchefu na maumivu ya tumbo ) na Scopolamine.
Dawa kama Atropine Injection ni Dawa muhimu sana na hakuna Hosp inayokosa dawa hii. Hutumika wakati wa upasuaji, kurahisisha Upasuaji, sécrétions za mwili wakati wa upasuaji.
Hutumika pia kama Antidote ya Poisons za Organophosphate Poisonings, ni ile poison unayoipata kwenye Pesticides na haya madawa ya mbu, sumu za panya, mbolea etc etc ambayo kimsingi zinaenda ku block Acetylcholinesterase enzymes hivyo kupelekea kuwa na Acetylcholine nyingi kwenye mwili.
Inaenda kushusha presha ya mwili, mapigo ya moyo na unapata confusion, unqpoteza balance ya mwili na kupelekea coma na kifo.
So Atropine 1mg Injection is there to help you as Antidote ambayo inaenda ku inhibit muscarinic receptors za Acetylcholine. To reverse the actions za Acetylcholine. Na kuondoa makali ya sumu.
All these blessings come from Datura plant....I love Datura Plant. Ni mystical plant on this planet ...it has also killed thousands of people on earth, unfortunately.
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Kama hujawahi kutumia hii mambo, Datura is not a good start for you.
Inahitaji detailed knowledge na experience.
Kumbuka kwamba mmea huu ni toxic. The Tropane Alkaloids zilizopo ndani yake kama vile Atropine, Hyoscyamine na Scopolamine zinasababisha Anticholinergic Syndrome yaani ile hali ya kama kuchanganyikiwa , mapigo ya moyo kwenda mbio na Unaweza paralysis’s, confusion na induced psychosis kama uki mess kwenye Dose.
Nilitumia huu mmea nikiwa Amazon, tulitegenezewa majani yake, a tea like. ... I had a milder trip lasted for hours .... almost like baada ya 72 hours ndio nikaanza kurudi kwenye Ordinary Mind.
Mzee Boby alituambia kwamba majani ndio safe zaidi. You can smoke majani, au ingest by preparing a tea like , au uka apply tropical for skin absorption ndio maana huu mmea hata kuishika shika sio vyema.
Mzee Boby alisema pia, maua ya Datura yana hiyo Tropane Alkaloids very powerful , enzi zao za ujana walipendelea kuwapa enemies wao flowers [emoji259] za datura yaani zilizotengenezwa kama chai.... yaani zinaenda sababisha Serious Death kama hujawahishwa Hospitali.
Some people mix Datura leaves na Tobacco. I had a girl friend from USA, yeye alikuwa akichanganya zile mbegu za Datura , anachukua ukubwa wa kijiko cha chai, anasaga na kuweka kwa wine . Alipata Trip and Transcendence lasted for 4 days .. baada ya 4 days akawa anashindwa kutofautisha Rangi .... alidumu na hiyo hali kwa mwezi mzima. Datura ni mmea HATARI kama Huna knowledge nao.
Elimu ya Datura ni Esoteric Information, Yaani ni information ambayo haitakiwi kuwa kwa watu wote. Only specialized people.
The Plants has a lot of Magic issues.... imagine you are Transcendending for 4 days .... consecutively...MY Gosh.... you realize that there is no reason to be afraid in this life .... EVER!
The plant gives you the test of reality and fantasy. I had one of the precious moment in my life following consumption of DATURA under technical personnel.
I discourage anyone to try out knowledge and technical team.
Datura imetumika kama sumu sana hata kuua viongozi wa kuu. Don’t mess with the plant .... ever
. Mmea kama Bangi ni Exoteric Plant ..... anyone can use na kila mtu can get the information.
If you are very much interested kujua namna ya kuandaa Datura , I will put here ... and you will have to be the responsibility. na hiyo siyo tiketi ya wewe kutumia..... you will still need a guidance
Naomba ufafanuzi wako mkuu QueridoNdg zangu tulofaidika na kupata ukombozi kutoka kuaminishwa tango pori, mikono juu tafadhali.
Kwa sasa hivi Niko ktk stage yaku observe the naked facts with evidence. Sina haraka. But from a distance I can smell the forbidden facts.
I'm crying! 😢I agree. For the first time nilipokuwa Amazon kwa ajili ya kufanya journeying ya Ayahuasca, tuliingizwa kwenye small room chenye mwanga hafifu.
And they told us to stay in a meditating way .
Baada ya 40 Mins, Nilielewa kuwa it was preparedness to spiritual journey beyond human conditions that supersede any faith.
Baada ya muda huo ; tukaitwa kwa kupata kinywaji. Baada ya kupata the DMT ndani ya Ayahuasca...... nilianza kuona how my body was dissolving to unknown realms.
Sikuwahi kujua wala kuelewa mtu akiniambia Live in Present moment. I never knew what the present moment really was untill I journeying through Psychedelic mind altering drugs.
Nature ya kazi yangu ilinifanya niwe thirsty to unknown knowledge. I don’t believe in LIMITATIONS..... , The SKY is never my limit..... infinity is never my limit ..... I don’t have any limits. I am as I am. I was I am and I will Be I am in the here now.
Katika kazi zangu ; nimehudumia binadamu wengi sana; Nimewapatia Pharmaceuticals medicine kwa ajili ya kutibu magonjwa yao huku nikijua wazi , baada ya Muda huyu mtu ataangukia kwenye ugonjwa wa ini; au ataangukia kwenye ugonjwa wa Figo.
Mwaka 2018, nilikutana na mgonjwa mmoja; baada ya consultation ya muda; nikampatia dawa ambayo it was the only solution for her. In few days , familia yake ikani contact kuwa ndugu yao amepata tatizo la memory loss; ameshatumia almost nusu ya dose .nilijua what was wrong ; niliwaambia immediately to withdraw the medicine . In few days ; the women alikutwa kajinyonga. I knew it was the medicine iliyo create the depression na suicidal thoughts. I have lots of things to share.
Kwa TZ , ukiangalia kasi ya Kansa, Ini , Figo na Impotence( Erectile dysfunction) imeongezeka kwa asilimia zaidi ya 15% .... na inaonekana hatujui nini chanzo , lakini kwa wenye kuujua ukweli tunajua nini chanzo.
Dada zetu kupata mimba siku hizi ni kwa boster ya hormonal therapy.... you know something is missing.
Nimetumia hii mimea na sina Ugonjwa wowote ; I am healthy, smart , intelligent, innovative and considerate and my ability to make love is extraordinary. Sina maana kwamba na wewe utumie, i mean find your own purpose.
I worked in Tanzania, kuanzia Halmashauri.... then I grew up nikaenda NGOs ..... then nikaenda Netherland... worked there for 3( 2 yrs + few months) .... being smart and innovative....as well as considerate nikapangiwa Namibia as Country Manager at the age of less than 30 years old during that time.
I smoked bangi first time, carefully determined by this Frenchwoman, My prof.
The choise is yours ....... choice it wisely. Bila ya kufuata mkumbo
ni hatari kvp mkuu, tafadhali tunahitaji kujua yaliyo sirini... tusiwe waoga kuambiana ukweliHuku niliko hata ukitaka magunia miambili ya devils trumpet nakuletea,lakini ni hatari sana huu mmea
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