Nehemiah 9:1-37
Trust God for his provision
Do you ever find yourself in a desperate situation, crying to God for help and making all kinds of promises of what you will do if he answers your prayer? Then, when God does answer, you forget and begin to drift away from him again?
The history of the people of God is very similar. When God blesses us, we can become complacent, start to compromise and fall into sin. Then we cry out to God and he delivers us and has mercy on us. Then we become lax again. Certainly, I have sometimes found this to be a pattern in my own life. But this is not how we are meant to live.
God made a covenant with his people – starting with Abraham (v.8). It was a covenant of love (v.32). He promised to provide ‘bread from heaven for their hunger’ and ‘water from the rock for their thirst’ (v.15, MSG). He wanted them to live by faith in his provision.
God wants you to trust in him. Make a decision today not to worry about tomorrow. Trust him to provide for you every day, one day at a time. God does not just love you; he abounds in love for you. He loves you as if there were only you to love.
The walls have been rebuilt. The Law has been read. Now the people recognise the abounding love of God and his covenant of love with them. They realise that God has blessed them in an extraordinary way. Yet, when they think about their own lives, they see how undeserved it is.
They come together with fasting and prayer. They stand and confess their sins and wickedness (v.2). They ‘read from the Book of the Law of the Lord their God for a quarter of the day’ (v.3). No doubt, as they hear the words, their sins are brought to light. They ‘spent another quarter in confession and in worshipping the Lord their God’ (v.3).
Their prayer is a model prayer. It starts with worship. Having praised God for his abounding love in creation (vv.5–6), they praise him for his abounding love in history (v.8). They recall his covenant of love and faithfulness to Abraham, Moses and the people (vv.7–15).
They recall that in spite of all God’s abounding love and generosity, the people were ‘arrogant’ and ‘bull-headed’ and ‘wouldn’t obey’ (v.16, MSG). Sometimes, like them, I fail to remember the miracles God has performed among us (v.17).
Yet God’s love abounds: ‘a forgiving God, gracious and compassionate, incredibly patient, with tons of love... amazing compassion... showed them the right way to go. You gave them your good Spirit to teach them... You never stinted... You supported them... they revelled in your bountiful goodness’ (vv.17–25, MSG).
As they rehearse their history, the same pattern is repeated over and over again. God blesses them, ‘But then they… rebelled... You… made life rough for them. But when they called out for help in their troubles you listened from heaven… But as soon as they had it easy again they were right back at it – more evil... They cried out to you again; in your great compassion you heard and helped them again… You didn’t walk out and leave them for good; yes, you are a God of grace and compassion... loyal in covenant and love’ (vv.26–32, MSG).
It was because the people were unable to keep their side of the covenant that God promised he would make a new covenant. The new covenant is sealed by the blood of Jesus and involves the Holy Spirit coming to live within you to help you to keep your side of the covenant, and to abound in love for God and for others.
Father, thank you that you have made a covenant of love with me, which was sealed by the blood of Jesus. Thank you that you have given me your Holy Spirit to help me to abound in love for you and for others.